January 3, 2016

Hello. How are you? I'm just writing to tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done and for breaking your heart.

It's been a long time. Too long. How can it be 2 years since I paid any attention to you? I guess I'm busy, LilSis is busy, we're all busy.

I haven't had a chance to tell you that I bought a house that needed work inside and out, and adopted a couple more furry kids. You would love them, if I took the time to introduce them to you. And then there's that job thing I do all week.

And fitting in family, laundry, house projects, workouts, fundraising, cooking, poop scooping, work travel, socializing, church…it's a lot. I'm just busy. All that is no excuse for abandoning you though, and I know it. You didn't deserve that.

We had some good times. Some great times! I learned a lot from you, and I want to keep growing. I think I have more to give, so I'm not quitting you. Isn't that what life is about, sharing what we've learned along the way? I don't want to lose that.

I still love you. I think about you all the time; things I want to tell you and photos I want to share. I can't imagine letting you go for good. If you'll forgive me, I want to come back. I miss you. I want to give it another try, and this time, I mean it. I promise.

Give me a chance, and I'll prove to you that I can be trusted. Can we meet once or twice a week to go over everything? I do love you, my dear blog, and I want you back in my life.  xoxoxoxo

~BigSis